If there is anything I have learned so far it is that I’m always where I need to be. I know with you and I, it took a decade of waiting to realize we are what each other needed all along. But even the worst days of my life somehow led me to you. I know people don’t save you but you literally saved me. You were that one phone call I would have to make sure I breathed another breath. You were the angel that showed me this is not who I should be; that I was above drunk nights and blackouts. You saw me in beautiful colors of rainbows even when I felt like a monsoon load of disappointments. You made me feel like there was still something to fight for. Months and years later I still see you and I’m in awe of what God can make out of a nobody like me. I really didn’t deserve a love like ours but God has a way of showing up when all the hopeless human promises have trodden our gullible hearts just to show us we are infinitely blessed and given more than we have ever asked for. I don’t know what tomorrow holds but if I can have a today that never felt possible, I can sleep with eyes closed knowing He always has my back. For He is love !
“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.” 1 John4:18
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