Archive for March, 2016

Happy now?

Posted: March 29, 2016 in Uncategorized
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See me on the floor crawling,

Pleading for mercy with words,

That don’t line with logic,

And you call me a lunatic,

Smashing my heart with a brick,

When it’s you that makes me tick,

Standing there all fine and whole,

As I am labeled “broke”,

For I have lost my Rock.

If that isn’t your demise,

Your wake up call to save,

We are not who we thought,

The world didn’t want us to be.



You are a national anthem,

The realms I can’t fathom,

The legends I hear-

Of kingdoms you ruled,

Of hearts you won,

Of homes you built,

That led to my hovel,

Trodden from the passers by,

That never learned to stay,

Fearful of those who remain,

Fighting off their unmarked scars,

Holding on to strong pillars,

Content within my shell,

Unwavering to everyone,


Except You

My prince charming on a boat,

My angel with superman’s cloak,

My Clyde to the rebel in me,

My reason when words fail me,

My fight so I never lose hope,

My trophy from heavens,

For the deeds weighed embellished,

If they take you away from me,

If you don’t fight to stay,

Let it be known,

I died that day.

If you ever felt like you were less understood by everyone but yourself, wait till you meet him. Wait till you meet that one human being that restores the faith you had lost as a culprit to a baggage of family drama no one told you to not bother with as you grew up. Wait till you see that smile that cripples every fear you had about people always leaving because he stays, even when he shouldn’t. Even when everyone tells him not to. He stays. Wait till you hold his hand and suddenly, EVERYTHING that led you to this exact moment was inevitable, infallible. Out of the millions and billions of people you could meet, he was not a product of some coincidence or fate. Somewhere in the bigger picture, GOD knew you needed him.

Remember the summer you had fun with your friends doing all sorts of adult things that becomes a legend for years to come? He is the unending summer, the winter, autumn and spring in all shades of colors. Wait till you smile like you haven’t smiled before; wait till you cry like it was the only right thing to do so, wait till your heart breaks when he takes a step away from you; wait till you love the pain; wait till you find him.

He is every reason you thought if life ever was ever going to be perfect, his name would be on every page of your life’s story. And you wait till you meet him for nothing is ever the same without him. You have missed him before you ever met him. You just know you must have done something right to have him. I tell you he is worth the sleepless nights, the cries on the cold floor; the risk of breaking your heart irreplaceably…. he is worth the wait.

Wait for him.