Archive for April, 2013

Keeping me afloat!©kalyx

Posted: April 28, 2013 in Uncategorized

We are made for something better than mks&shire…shine bright like diamond like R!That’s why when we don’t have something to reflect on we shine a little brighter but never turn your light out because your time will come& you better be ready 2shine like a freaking lightening!Untill then you keep yourself ready…feelin sad & pitiful aint gonna help you!Trust me I aint always smiling too but babe waitin 4my moment is keeping me afloat & you babe your shine’s soooo much brighter-i know it!

Love sick

Posted: April 24, 2013 in Uncategorized

That is what I am. Trying to instill z big notion of love I thought was a reality. Seriously I wish Nicholas Sparks wrote some book with love failing for once because I think that is reality. Believe it ot not, love too is not perfect.(NOT U GOD!)
In my endeavours to understand men I had read Steve Harvey’s “think like a man, Act like a lady”. I have to say that there were parts of z book I didnt comprehend to the level I wanted to but for the most part I actually get what he is saying.
Men are indeed shallow and their brains dont function on compromise. Compromise can only come when they have set their “who I am, what I am, how much I make” part. But it made sense. My boyfriend of 2years hasnt reached to knowing any of those things. I realized that it was unrealistic of me to ask him for anything concerning our relationship and where its going because he has yet to understand his place as a man. And he was going through some work issues recently and he said “i should have a life plan”. Who would have thought those words could make me happy??But sadly those words were out in what now seems like self pity.
So it’s now my decision to wait for him to grow up or leave giving him a space to grow up. With each passing day it scares me because my needs get tossed in the trash&i yell&spout unyielding…the cycle goes on and on&now when I look at us all I see is a bitter me&him resenting me. What happened to us???