Falling short

Her graveyard reads,

“She was never a wife,

Didn’t have a father,

Thus never a daughter,

She was somebody’s woman

But he too never loved her.”

Forever is lost…

Who promised you forever? No one ever did . The reality behind our futile advances to make forever feel like eternity has led us to believe that all that mattered to Us in life was to last till infinity or more importantly until time isn’t a factor…but I tell you what I have understood. I have searched for a phrase or testament that could enclose what I cherish to be dear in my heart and I have found none but a sheer desire to never lose you. I don’t have anything but nothing to believe we are more than what we are….You and I. I have found it damaging to have wanted time for us for in this entity all I discover is less when I ask more. And more…ohhh more ….more is a curse…a never ending battle where you end up with less. I have loved you more than I did yesterday but I have less of you than yesterday. This world isn’t for hearts like mine. 

Our forever was a minute or two years or that day you looked at me and it showed…I wish I died that day.