Archive for February, 2016

If love was enough, you would be here.

If love was enough, I would have won your heart.

If love was enough, you would choose me.

If love was enough, you would have leaned on me.

If love was enough, you wouldn’t have felt inadequate.

If love was enough, I wouldn’t want this bottle of vodka.

If love was enough, I wouldn’t question if you had felt the same.

If love was enough, I would love you by myself.

If love was enough, I wouldn’t need a constant sense of assurance to you not leaving me.

If love was enough, I wouldn’t have doubted you will always stay.

If love was enough, I wouldn’t cry as much.

If love was enough, I wouldn’t write this much and say less to make you understand the galaxies worth of happiness you hold inside my heart.

If love was enough, a second would have been forever.

If love was enough, our life… we would be enough.

I say if you had missed me as much as I do, that you would die. But that’s me being kind. Missing you hurts as bad as the worst pain you could imagine. It is like taking the last gasps of air, hungry for air, only to realize that it too hurts. Breathing hurts but that must happen each second, just to survive. Death is merciful…this is self destruction with a beautiful melody called life without you.

No you don’t comprehend the intense flame that torches these feelings…for I have yet not understood it too.

No, you won’t EVER miss me as much as I do. No!! Just be a kind and remain worthy of it💔