Posted: December 24, 2012 in Uncategorized

I will never be that girl…the only girl!
The girl you deserve. The one who has better things to do than wait for you by the phone, the one who makes you beg for it before you get it, the one who actually stands you up for an hour just because she thought you had to learn to wait!
I will never understand your excuses even if they come from a place worth listening to for I have exceeded your needs before my own.
I will never be the girl that you miss when you are having fun with your buddies.
You won’t ever be that guy that cooks me breakfast in bed.
You will never hold my needs above your own for fear I might live less than I deserve.
You will never give me a foot rub without me begging for it.
You will never miss a day from work to take care of me in bed.
You will never look at me the way you looked at me the first day you told me you loved me.
You will never be the guy who held my hand in the cafe and promised to never let go of me.
You will never be the guy who cries my sorrows out and tries to make my days less cruel.
You have taken away all the reasons I loved living for including the warm heart I called my home.
I will never let go of your hand knowing its mine to hold forever.
Every phone call from you feels the last one and every smile from you reminds me of the times I used to make you happy.
I know it might not be today but tomorrow or next friday…you will say its over&that you have gotten over me. And it’s what I was fearing you would become.
And soon you will be in someone else’s arm. Maybe we will pass eachother on the street and you might stare with a look of nostalgia and you will break my heart but the worst of all pains is that I will never be your forever!


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